Excitment again

Strange. It has been a long time since I have been excited about my birthday. It isn't like I am going out anywhere special, or going to have a party at my house. The birthday wishes on FB felt great, being pumped about moving forward, even if don't happen as fast as I want to, the feel of exploration coming to me, is keeping me up and ready, no matter the downside within my home. Happy Birthday to me. And . . . I bought myself clothes from AE! I bought a pair of jeans and a shirt, and I look so thin, even though I have another 40 pounds to go. I feel GREAT!